I'm feeling a bit giddy, right now, but I don't care. Truthfully, I didn't think I'd make it this far without a stumble. And it may come. I know it. I spoke yesterday of the pain I encounter in my life. There are other problems as well (in addition to that darned bunny!)
But I've gotten more than achieving four days in a row of committment: I've tried something new, something I had wanted to do and had not been able to achieve. I've used found objects in creating things for the first time.
Normally, I plan out whatever I'm going to do and feel frustrated if I deviate from that plan. Needlework takes a while to execute! But making something every day, fitting it in with all the other things in my life, has forced me to grab at whatever is at hand. Ergo: a signiture, buttons, celery, and now twigs --- all found things. By now, it's changing from a panic response and is becoming something to look forward to with joy. And pleasure, too.
EEK!! Growth! I would not have expected that, even though it was (sorta) assumed.
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